time for a new beginning.

What a week has it been!!!! on Sunday the 24th January 2010, i gave birth to a beautiful baby boy and we named him Asa Jeremy Stuart. What should be a joyful moment turned into a shock when I arrived at the hospital, they couldn't find his heartbeat and I had to give birth to a stillborn baby.

We're ever so glad that God just so majestic and loving that the experience we had was a full on faith driven Heaven invading Earth experience!!! As crazy as it seemed, Jeremy and I full on believed that God was going to raise our son from the dead! We believed and believed and not once we ever clinched at the thought of it was an impossible thing to do! His words says clearly that His word be that goes forth from his mouth; it shall not return to Him void, but It shall accomplish what He please, and it shall Prosper in the things for which He sent it!

For 4 days we held on to the promises and the vision we had from God, and in the end of the 3rd day, we were given the choice of whether we can keep pursuing the miracle or we can pursue the miracle giver. With so much peace, we released Asa to be with Jesus.

Such a beautiful picture we have, God is sooooooo good! All the time!

this is how we do birthdays in australia

so finally, i got my hands on the photos that Sommer took during all the birthday months we had.
Jeremy's birthday was on September, mine on October, Tave was November, December is Jesus's and January will be bub no.2 which until now.... still patiently waiting until he/she is ready to come out and say hello to the world.
I could tell you a million words how frustrated, excited mixed feeling I have right now, but instead, I'd just tell you I'm keeping everything in a sweet spirit and just being so patient... gosh! i hate being patient.
anyhow... here are the photos from Jeremy's birthday month. bless him for being 25!